30th~31st October 2009

31^st October 2009

What an unlucky day from 30^th to 31^st October 2009. 30^th October 2009 is our University of Malaysia (UNIMAS), Human Resource Development (HRD) year 2 organize the welcoming dinner for the year 1. The venue is at The Crown Square Plaza. Well. This is quite a good place to be held for an informal dinner but there is a better choice for a formal dinner like The Bonquet. The Crown Square Plaza’s ball room is quite small and yet they collected RM35 from each of us. The food is quite delicious due to our hunger but till the incident happened, most of us lost our appetite to eat. We practiced so many times just to be performed well in this dinner. Her fall spoilt our hope especially mine. I hope I’m performing well in front of him. Well, why do I care so much of him? Since when do I like such a guy? When I look back, I’m just feeling happy that someone tends to interested in me but just that I’m not his type. Deep in my heart, I still love him. When I see he is enjoying his life, I’m happy that I make a right decision. At least he is not suffering with me in a long distance relationship. Although this should not be seen by him, but I believed that he no more bother to be concerned me as a friend. I think he will not bother to read my blog anymore. That’s good. When we love deep, we do not need to keep him at our side. I do warn myself that I only can miss him by sweet memory but not wait him propose me anymore. Even if he looks back at me, I will not accept him anymore though I still love him deep. I need to be stand still and WAIT. WAIT for GOD’s plan. I just do not know how to settle all these, but what I can do for now moment is “just let it’s being like this”. Besides that, 31^st October 2009, is the day when my first time to be in Kuching police station. Due to a car accident, we need to accompany my friend for report. From this, I can make an assumption that rich people are cruel. I need to be always reminds myself when ever I’m rich, have to look at the person. We are just university students, but he wants us to pay everything as he did wrong also. Anyway, I get to protect my friends before the adults came. What an unlucky day for me and my friends.