想你，却不打扰你，是因为太爱你了(Specially for WL)

如果我能回到从前，我会选择不认识你。

不是我后悔。

是我不能面对，没有你的结局。

从此以后，我们的幸福，与彼此都无关了。

原来“爱”这个字，与我是遥不可及。

静静地想着你，放上一段优雅的音乐。

你的身影很模糊，你的脸庞很朦胧，但这并不影响我想你的情绪。

我没有很想你，只是在高兴的时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要分享的人。

我没有很想你，只是在不高兴的时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。

我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。

我没有很想你，只是在早晨醒来的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为梦里出现的人好像你。

我没有很想你，只是在看书的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为那那书中的主角好像我和你。

我真的没有很想你，我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你，我只是看碟看到一办的时候才会想起你，我只是听歌听到一半的时候才会想起你。

我真的没有很想你，我只是在不想想你的时候才会想起你。这样真好，我没有很想你，我只是想你想到眼睛湿润。

想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。

只有把你的信息藏在手机里，像你的时候把它们都翻出来慢慢的看，细细地品，然后就不停地在偷笑，悲伤。

只有把你想听，喜欢听和经常听的歌下载，保存起来，哪怕是几首普通的歌，还是我不曾会听得曲风，都会不厌烦的重复性的播放。想你的时候把它们翻出来放上至少一遍，久久不肯停止，细细地品味。

只是在我看到你在线Facebook，当时的我有多么的想你，多么的想关心你，但我还是没办法让你知道我有多想你。我没办法打扰你，也没办法让你觉得我的关心是压力，全因你有你的忙碌与奔波。

只有在每个寂静如水的夜里等你的信息，反反复复的检查是否有新的信息显示，当你的延迟回复让我以为我的手机发生故障了。

等来了，心里是一阵莫名的喜悦与激动，但压抑着满怀的高兴给你发去淡淡的问候ˎ淡淡的玩笑ˎ淡淡的吵闹。

等不来，就只带着一丝淡淡的惆怅，在半梦半醒中睡去。

在没有你消息的日子里，只有拼命地找寻你的点滴ˎ你的照片ˎ你的videoˎ你的blog，装作若无其事地打听关于你的一切，然后竖起耳朵听他们说着你的点滴，把这些点点滴滴全都刻在脑海里。

我一直比你想象的更加爱你，可是我却不能告诉你。

抬头望着这个城市的云，呼吸着这个城市的空气，也会想起你。

此刻，我想你，但只是想你，而不打扰你。

七夕情人节

In such a memorable day, the person came across my mind is you. Although you do not accept my love and I force to forget you but deep in my heart I know that I still could not forget you. Many of them may not believe that I fall in love with a guy so quick. Actually, do you know that the person I keep ask from GOD is just exactly like you. You have all the criteria I want. If it is say that you do not meant for me but why you should have all the criteria I want? After the day that you refuse the love from me, I keep thinking what's the exact problem about me that you reject my love. I thought of that I am not enough pretty, but at the end I think I know what you are worrying (Maybe). You are worrying that if we are on a relationship how could we maintain our love right? cause we are in long distance relationship. I'm in Penang and you are in KL. Perhaps you are true. Did you think that I never come across this matter before I tell my love to you? I did. I don't care about that but why won't you? I am dare to take risk, you are a guy but why you are more scary cat than me? My friends always said that if a guy is meant for you then he won't make you sad and will always there for you. Overall, the guy will back to you if he is meant for you. I always believe in this but when will this happen to me? I know this is the time for me to pray harder and let GOD hear my voices of my heart but what should I tell GOD? I want a guy like him or I want him badly? Or I should ask that is it I really meant for alone until I die? What I want is so so so simple. I just want a guy is an Christian (same POV), able to communicate well, love family, hardworking, enthusiastic, having same interest like me, taller than me, thin, love delicious food like me and creative-minded. One of my friend told that this can be fulfill by any guy but why there is no one except him?