七夕情人节

In such a memorable day, the person came across my mind is you. Although you do not accept my love and I force to forget you but deep in my heart I know that I still could not forget you. Many of them may not believe that I fall in love with a guy so quick. Actually, do you know that the person I keep ask from GOD is just exactly like you. You have all the criteria I want. If it is say that you do not meant for me but why you should have all the criteria I want? After the day that you refuse the love from me, I keep thinking what's the exact problem about me that you reject my love. I thought of that I am not enough pretty, but at the end I think I know what you are worrying (Maybe). You are worrying that if we are on a relationship how could we maintain our love right? cause we are in long distance relationship. I'm in Penang and you are in KL. Perhaps you are true. Did you think that I never come across this matter before I tell my love to you? I did. I don't care about that but why won't you? I am dare to take risk, you are a guy but why you are more scary cat than me? My friends always said that if a guy is meant for you then he won't make you sad and will always there for you. Overall, the guy will back to you if he is meant for you. I always believe in this but when will this happen to me? I know this is the time for me to pray harder and let GOD hear my voices of my heart but what should I tell GOD? I want a guy like him or I want him badly? Or I should ask that is it I really meant for alone until I die? What I want is so so so simple. I just want a guy is an Christian (same POV), able to communicate well, love family, hardworking, enthusiastic, having same interest like me, taller than me, thin, love delicious food like me and creative-minded. One of my friend told that this can be fulfill by any guy but why there is no one except him?